Akuyaku Reijou wa Danna-sama wo Yasesasetai – 33

3 – 2

“Why did you dismiss those maids without consulting with me first?”

When she was on her way to Alois’ room with a container of cream in her hand that might help his skin condition, Camilla heard a woman’s low voice.

It was a middle-aged woman’s voice, calm but with a coercive air to it. There was something about her tone that made Camilla freeze up on the spot, as if on instinct. From where she was, she could just see the door to Alois’ room and in front of it, she saw two people calmly talking.

She didn’t have to squint to make sure of who it was, either. It was Gerda.

Standing in front of her as if in opposition was Alois. Camilla could only see his massive back, however.

Neither of them seemed to notice Camilla at all. So, they continued the conversation, without raising their voices.

“I personally made the judgement that it was in the best interests of this house.”

“That girl was a legitimate member of the Ende family, she isn’t someone who should be dismissed on personal judgement alone.”

Gerda’s mannerisms didn’t even change when she was face to face with her master, Alois. She stood tall with a straight back and her chin up, that brown hair tinged with streaks of white neatly braided behind her head. With both her hands linked in front of her, she directly faced Alois. Although there was absolutely none of the undisguised hostility she usually directed at Camilla, there definitely was not a friendly air between her and Alois.

“She tormented her colleague to the point that damage was done to the house. Not to mention, she even targeted my guest. Is that not reason enough?”

“When it comes to the damages, it was hardly all that girl’s fault alone. As for the bullying, that is an internal squabble between members of the Ende family. It is not something that Lord Alois should be personally interfering with.”

“It happened in my house, so it’s only natural that I would intervene.”

Neither Alois nor Gerda raised their voice or even had a hint of venom in their voices. However, their locked gazes were beginning to become fiery.

As Alois said that last piece, Gerda simply looked at him in silence. Alois, also, returned her gaze. Camilla felt the atmosphere become even chillier than when they were talking before.

It was Gerda who finally broke that silence.

“…That woman…”

She swallowed the words she was about to say. Before continuing, Gerda averted her gaze, taking a deep breath.

“Lord Alois, you’ve known it yourself for quite some time. Just how much the Ende family has done? Surely you haven’t forgotten.”

“This and that are two different thi-”

“That girl was a bridge between the Montchat and the Ende families. As long as she was here and offered due hospitality, we could trust on the cooperation of and communication with the Ende family. Now that she has gone, we have to seek out an alternative. When there is a hole in the ship, it’s necessary to find a stopgap. Lord Alois, have you truly thought about this?”

Despite how imposing the words were, Gerda spoke calmly. Though she didn’t raise her voice, her speech cut through the silence authoritatively.

“Evaluating the abilities and conduct of the female servants in the mansion and assigning them accordingly is my role. If you are misled and interfere over trivial matters, the management of this house may go awry. In the future, please consult with me first. Thank you in advance.”

Without changing her tone at all, Gerda bowed to Alois. Then, raising her head, she passed right by Alois as if that was the full stop on their conversation. Alois grimaced bitterly as Gerda walked straight past him with her shoulders squared, the expression on her face not moving an inch.

But, Camilla didn’t see that face of his.

When Gerda bowed and moved past Alois, she caught Camilla’s eyes.

When Gerda strode towards the end of the hallway where she stood, was that where she was always going to go? Or was it because Camilla was there? At any rate, she made a beeline straight for Camilla.

And, passed her by. She didn’t drop her speed at all as she breezed straight past Camilla, only sparing her a single glance.

Camilla only caught a glimpse of her face for an instant. And of those eyes that bore a quiet, yet deep, hatred.

She didn’t say a single word. She didn’t stop walking. She barely even breathed.

Yet, those eyes alone sent a chill up Camilla’s spine.

Resentment, Loathing, Envy, Malice. She had been on the receiving end of all those emotions and more back in the capital. Camilla had no shortage of enemies. There were quite a few people who hated her, some of whom made no attempt to hide it. She was used to seeing people’s faces twisted in disgust as they looked at her.

But, the look that Gerda had given her… Was something else entirely.

Her high brows covered those eyes in shadow, with only that dark look looming out of the abyss.

It was after Gerda’s footsteps had echoed into the distance that Alois noticed Camilla standing there, rooted to the spot.

At first, he was surprised, but that turned to worry as he approached the unusually quiet Camilla. His huge frame hadn’t changed much at all, but it seemed like the earthquakes caused by his steps didn’t shake the floor beneath her feet as much anymore.

It was definitely quieter than before, but Camilla didn’t notice it. She still felt that chill gripping her chest.

“Camilla, have you been there long? Did you perhaps see that shameful…”

“Ah, no.”

Camilla raised her face with a start.

Before she knew what was happening, Alois stood in front of her.

Recently, despite his huge body still matching his reputation, he was having trouble fitting properly into his regular clothing. So, thanks to the new clothes that had been tailored for him, he cut a slightly refreshing impression.

Unfortunately, Camilla couldn’t tell the difference the change from gigantic to enormous. The only reason the servants of the house could notice was that they had spent years living and working around Alois. Meanwhile, that red face of his was festering even worse than before, with the puffy skin around his eyes making him look even more like a toad than usual. For Camilla, he was still far from her ideal.

That pockmarked face of Alois shifted as he grimaced as if he were troubled by something.

“I am deeply indebted to Gerda for everything she does, since she has been handling the day to day tasks of organizing the servants in the mansion for a long time… It’s just unfortunate she has that side to her.”

As Alois said that somewhat gloomily, Camilla finally let go of the breath she was holding. Thanks to the surprise of having him suddenly appear before her, and that pitiful remark of his, she had finally managed to recover some of her cool.

– She only looked at me for a moment.

She was also merely a servant.

– So, just why did I react like a skittish fawn!?

Her newfound calmness didn’t take long to give way to anger. When Gerda’s eyes were far away, that fear she felt suddenly seemed illusionary. She felt foolish for ever being cowed by the glare of some middle-aged servant. Since she was staying in Alois’ mansion as a guest, even if she was a foreigner, Camilla still ought to be far higher in social rank than someone like her. Just why on earth should she be frightened like that?

“Lord Alois, just who is that Gerda woman?”

Suddenly rounding on Alois rather assertively, Camilla posed that question to him.

“I do not want to believe it, but is she possibly another member of the Ende family?”

There seemed to be no shortage of people from the Ende family in this mansion. Since the Montchat and the Ende were so tightly entwined, you could find members of the latter working all sorts of posts in this mansion. Man or woman, they seemed to be everywhere you looked. As for the ones with that characteristic Ende blonde hair, there were four of them, though she knew the one that definitely wasn’t against her.

Gerda’s natural hair colour wasn’t blonde, but a dark brown. She also had a sharp facial expression, at odds with the usual ‘cute’ faces of the Ende family. However, judging by the way she spoke, she seemed to have something of an affinity for them. Was she speaking as the head maid of the Montchat family when she emphasized the relationship between them and the Ende or was she speaking as someone who had a relationship with that family herself?

As Camilla’s thoughts raced, Alois simply shook his head.

“No, she isn’t a member of the House of Ende. Although, her family has been involved with ours for just as long…”

Alois’ words trailed off as he was speaking. Just what was he thinking of? He looked into Camilla’s eyes, his own looking troubled as he blinked.


“What… What is it?”

Camilla was a touch taken aback by his sudden seriousness. As Camilla retreated a step, Alois continued to speak.

“Why don’t we have you study just a little bit? About the Montchat family, and about this land’s history.”

No, thank you.

Learning about the house you are to marry into is expected of a noblewoman.

They were to become the mistress of that house from then on, after all. If you didn’t know about the history, traditions and current circumstances of your husband’s family and lands, how could you ever expect to be a good wife?

However, up until that point, Camilla really didn’t know much at all about the Montchat family. Alois, too, didn’t force her to learn anything either.

That was because, similarly, he had no intention of forcing marriage on Camilla either. Whilst she was officially here as a marriage candidate, Alois had treated her as a guest. If they weren’t going to become closer, there was no point in having her learn anything.

But, recently, Alois’ attitude had changed. He had begun to see Camilla in a different light after the quarrel in Grenze and the incident with Nicole.

It was as if he really recognized Camilla, and instead of treating her as a mere guest… He wanted to treat her for the reason she came in the first place. So it would seem.

When he said that he would like her to study, that’s how she interpreted it.

That’s why Camilla found the idea so unpleasant.

– I still need more time.

It had only been four months since her heart was broken and she was exiled from the capital. In a way, quite some time had already passed.

But, compared to the years that Camilla spent loving that man, it was nothing more than an instant.



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    1. I have this crazy theory about how they all conspired to overthrow Alois, taking over the territory–subsequently Grenze–, then making way for the neighbor country to invade, but… No way, right?


    2. She’s conspiring with those damned Ende harlots. She’s planning to kill Alois slowly with his unhealthy diet. And when he died, our “antagonist” who just “conveniently” to be there is taking the blame.

  1. .. She is rather lacking. I mean even when talking to the cook the was caught off guard by the history and now she like ew no. Knowledge is power and right now she has none.
    Many thanks

  2. You need to work hard Alois if you want to capture Camilla. And Greta you need to know your place!
    Thank you for the chapter.

    1. Sure. I didn’t actually research the name so I was going off the Japanese pronounciation (ゾンネリヒト), but Sonnenlicht does sound better.

  3. I was thinking Gerda might be justified, up until this point:
    “If you are misled and interfere over trivial matters”

    1. No, she is still correct. It really is a comparably trivial matter. Camilla marrying Alois will not benefit his family at all. Nicole is not seen as important by the Ende family, the girl that was fired however was an important bridge. Why endanger his whole household over people that did not benefit him? He should put his house and the region he governs above just a bullied girl.

      1. But it is more than that… mistreating a guest is a direct face slap to the lord host. It is crossing a line for wives an concubines so waaay over the line for staff no matter how noble. and he shouldn’t have to deal with it but obviously the staff are out of control. It was killing chickens to warn monkeys in a gentle way. Gerda should be making sure EVERYONE acts proper. You don’t have to like or trust Camilla but seeing to her daily needs as a Noble daughter and fiance is required. If she had not been a long term employee and him an amnesiac she prolly would be fired or early retired with the average noble household.Look how harsh Camilla was treated despite NOT being a servant because she picked on a person with some status and protection.

      2. Wasn’t it said that ende was a poor baron family that just recently managed to start their own business and break free from Montchant family’s support? So they were like a really low servant family. Look Montchant is supposed to be the kingdoms richest county. Because of the mana stone. So why in the F would be care about a small time noble family? Honestly I do get that the author hasn’t made too many preparations for the world building but there is just too much loopholes. One moment he says someone/somewhere is not important other times it becomed absolutely important.

        1. The Ende family are rich and hold powerful influence over one of Mohnton’s major towns. The three major noble families (Lorrich, Meyerheim and Ende) are basically like the three pillars of power in the Duchy directly below the Montchat family. They’re pretty important.

      3. Look, no matter how you slice it, that Gerda woman is either maliciously incompetent or an Ende plant meant to sabotage Alois and further Ende interests.

        You DON’T violate guest rights like that, otherwise you are the one that has to pay a hefty fee at BEST, at worst you’re known as the person who broke xenia.

        As it is, sounds to me like the servants needs a nice professional culling until only loyal servants are left and the bad actors have been fired.

  4. 4 months should be long enough to forget that fair weather fiance. If she had a perfectly normal reputation, being stereotypical slightly snarky upper crust who was low key until the heroine arrived.. he could have cut her some slack at least from being a long time acquaintance. I would have long shook that dust from my feet. Though it it is harder to forget betrayals. But the cliche of “rebound relations” is much stronger than “eternal pining”

  5. Ah, the shit test of every woman.
    The word: I’m not yet ready, I still need time, after we graduate….
    And the next thing you know…
    She’s fucking some random dude.
    Damn, why thu woman is such?
    Why not just say; no, I don’t want to,
    Leave me alone.
    But, instead you lot give false hope to a poor soul.

    And later, your complaining that “he didn’t love me, he played me, he has someone else.”

    Sorry for the unpleasing word.

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